2021 minus four months

I don't know what I'm doing with my life in 2021. I can't travel anywhere. I can't hang out with my friends for a cup of coffee. Paling jauh pergi, mungkin Sabak Bernam. Kita hidup bersempadan daerah, terasing negeri. Dulu tak terasa, boleh kemana mana. Sekarang, nothing much that you can do and you have to live with it.

I can't say that I'm not affected by it. I can't find the right words to describe the feelings. Sedih tu, ada. I've wasted two years of my prime age. Happy? Well maybe I'm happy with the career growth and development despite having most of the time juggling multiple tasks assigned. I don't know. Personally, not really happy. Workwise, mixed feelings.

Honestly, I'm tired. Tired of waiting for the Covid19 to end. I tahu, takkan end. But I'm hoping the numbers will decrease soon. 20k daily, that's messed up. Hopefully, FTTIS can curb the virus. Tak pasti government still implement this method or not. Entah. Dah letih ambil tahu.

My second dose is in a month. Let's see if I'm feeling better during that time. Stay safe, be good. Jangan kena Covid, kalau tidak I sedih. Take care.